Category: Big questions

Sometimes there's only one thing

Sometimes, there's only one thing that stops me.Sometimes, the only thing that stops me is the fact that I am Catholic, and Catholics "don't do that".Sometimes, the only thing that stops me is the fear of it hurting too much, or for too long.… more »
Permalink Saturday, 29 October, 2011 4:11 pm, by Mamma Email , 362 words, Categories: Anxiety & stress, Thoughts, Big questions, OCD, Depression, PPMADs ,

The Thought

Tonight, I entertained the thought. I flirted with the idea.It danced around my brain, revelling in the freedom that came from my momentary lack of resistance.It slid down into my mouth, and rolled off my tongue.I think it scared him. He want… more »
Permalink Monday, 24 October, 2011 1:05 am, by Mamma Email , 308 words, Categories: Anxiety & stress, Relationships, Marriage, Big questions, Health, OCD, Depression, PPMADs ,

Exposing myself

I'm torn. When I started this blog, it was supposed to be mainly for me, and maybe a few friends and family. I don't want to be the kind of blogger that has millions of readers and is expected to come up with a masterpiece every day. At the same time,… more »
Permalink Friday, 7 October, 2011 12:50 am, by Mamma Email , 397 words, Categories: Anxiety & stress, Big questions, Health, OCD ,

Afraid of getting better

I had a thought today... OK, well, considering my brain, that's a pretty stupid, or at least redundant, thing to say, right? I thought about all the times I feel like I've made a little bit of progress, then another obsessive thought steps in and tell… more »
Permalink Monday, 7 February, 2011 2:23 pm, by Mamma Email , 233 words, Categories: Anxiety & stress, Big questions, Addiction, OCD, UltraMind ,

Don't ask me how I am...

... because I might tell you :)) But seriously... I'm doing some major reassessment of my life. I believe I - ahem - "forgot" to mention here that I fell off the giving-up-coffee wagon a couple of weeks after I jumped on it. I didn't last through… more »
Permalink Wednesday, 23 April, 2008 12:49 pm, by Mamma Email , 453 words, Categories: Medical tests, Anxiety & stress, Big questions, Health, Addiction, Caffeine/coffee ,

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